Bend, don't break.

Hi there. Just ended tuition. :')

Hmm, nothing much. Just busy everyday studying. Yeah, really have to buck up. :( Lessons this few days were quite enriching, i learnt quite alot. I think the chinese oral thing helped. At first i was a little afraid, now that i've tried, i'm a little more confident. :') Just hope i'll do well next week, 6th july, bless me. :') After oral & listening compre, i will dump chinese away for a short while. Hopefully i don't have to retake. But, most probably need. :( Ahh.

I'm a little worried about my english. Really, i hate that my english is so suckish. & sometimes i feel so stressed up during english lessons, being afraid to speak up. Even if i got the answer right, there'll be something telling me that i'm wrong. I hate english lessons. But yesterday remedial was great, i guess. Only a short 30 mins remedial, i learnt the meaning of a few words & how to answer questions more properly. In the past i wasn't so sure about how to go about answering them. Now.. I'm okay i guess. Needs more practice. Yesterday's literal, next week's inferential.

Did summary during english lesson today. To others, summary is something which pull their marks up. But not to me. That's a huge disadvantage. No matter how much effort i put in, i still can't get it right. The summary i did today, i got about, 5 points? Ahh. I am worried.

Not only about english, but other subjects too. Humanities is not for me. But, i should still study. Amaths, i'm worried that mrs see will rush through the syllabus. Physics & Chem test next week.

I've never been so stressed up over studies. It's really the time to start studying now.

It's not easy, but i will do it. Watch me.