Gosh, i feel so tired now. I came home straight after school today. It's been long since i came home so early, at around 230 omg. Skipped lunch, and i had to lie to grandma that i've eaten already, or else she will have to sacrifice her nap time to cook for me. So yeah, i had to eat at a normal speed during dinner too, so that i don't spill out anything. Because my mama will scream when she knows i didn't have lunch, lol.
Since i came home extra early, i decided to go and take a nap, since i'm worn out already. I laid on the bed for 2 hours, but still can't get to sleep. Thoughts were filling my mind, and they can't seem to get away. The more i want them to get away, the more vivid they get in my mind. Urgh, it's really irritating. So i got up and continued to waste my time away. Hmmm.
I don't feel like doing anything. I just want to sit down in my sofa over here with music, tumblr, facebook. That's all. If i can, i hope i can stop the time now. I want this moment to stay, forever.
How's life? I would say that my life has been like a roller coaster. Sometimes i'm so happy that i laugh so loudly even in school, such a boring place. Sometimes, things crash down unknowingly, and i get crashed down as well. Life is just so unpredictable.
If death wasn't painful, i might have chosen it.
“Sometimes I feel extremely disconnected. Like I don’t fit in this world. I feel like I was born at the wrong time and I just don’t belong.”
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