I hate how you always manage to ruin my mood just by doing something small.

I hate how you are always able to take off that happy mask from my face.

My mind says ' You no longer care about him. You shouldn't be feeling so emotional over someone like him. '

& then my heart says ' you do care, stupid. '

& straight after that, a series of  ' why ' questions fall upon me. & what can i do? I can just laugh, hoping that it'll lessen the hurt.

You're such a jerk.