I've been watching JJ on youtube recently, zihighing and laughing to myself during midnight. Haha! The bad thing is that i've to laugh silently so that i don't wake my family up. Hehe, JJ. Words can't describe how much i love him! :) I dreamt of him yesterday. He took the same bus with me when i'm going to school haha! The thing is he talked to me omgomgomg. & then i asked him for his number and then he texted me siahhhh! LOL. Ok weird dream, that will never happen. But it doesn't hurt just thinking about it right! Hehe. Today while i was doing my homework i daydreamt about him too. I dreamt about me singing ' xiao jiu wo ' with him! & he held my hand HAHAHA. :) LOL. I think i'm going crazy already. & i'm actually laughing while typing this! Hehehehehe. Happy me.
Ok, back to serious stuff. I've so much homework to complete because there are still the old ones & the pile of homework is stacking up. I'm finally done with literature holiday assignment, lol. I did oral with mdm kamisah on friday. She said my reading was okay, but my picture & conversation was :/ Ahh. & we talked about my summary too. Because i only got 5/25 for the latest one. Hmm. Pretty demoralising when i saw it. I guess that was the reason why i was a little down yesterday. Yup, i didn't feel as happy & i didn't know the reason why. Prep's starting on the 29th july according to mrs see. I'm not even prepared for it. There's no time to relax, no time to play anymore. Straight after preps, it'll be prelims, & then o'levels. Omg. I dare not think about it. Every single time i think about it, the more stressful i get. I need motivation. Urgh. :(
Whatever, shall not think so much now. Shall go watch more of JJ's videos because it never fails to lift up my spirits. :)
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