I managed to catch up with JJ yesterday :) Looking back at his videos and all, there's a sudden strong feeling in me. I feel motivated suddenly, my mood becomes better. I have no idea why is this so, let's just call it JJ's power. Haha.

I made a promise to myself to study today. I started off with amaths. Then i got bored, and moved on to emaths. Then i got bored, and i stopped studying. At night about 7, i wanted to continue studying, then my relatives came unexpectedly. & after they left i came online! So.. study plan failed :(

There's so much work to do, so much to catch up. I still thought of reading TKAM for lit, because i know i wont have time when school starts. But i already said this since june holidays. I have my study table to tidy too. There's so many things on it that i dont even have space to study. I need to revise and relearn my amaths too. I was slacking throughout mrs see's lessons, and haven't tried a single plane geometry sum, so yeah. Gosh i need to really push myself!

I'm really feeling the stress. As time passes, the feeling just gets stronger and stronger, but i'm doing nothing. I'm still the same, doing my things in my own world everyday. I know it isn't appropriate, but i just can't seem to do it right. I guess i will really wake up to my senses after i get my prelim results.

Oh yeah anyway, i'm really excited because i'm meeting nicole on wednesday! It's gonna be a study trip, but being with this girl alone is enough to make me smile :)