In a few more minutes time, it will be 10 more days to O level. Faster over, faster over. So little time I've got, but so many things I've to do. Ahh. Study, study, study. Regretted going to school today. Because most lessons were doing of your own things. I rather sleep later at home then study all the way. So, not going school tomorrow, meeting people at 139 to eat then studyyyyyyyyyyy! Well, hope I'll do some work. 

Headaches have been haunting me nowadays. I've been relying on medicated oil to keep myself conscious. The feeling sucks :( Mom told me not to do so anymore, because it's not good. But I feel so uncomfortable if I dont use it! :( Gah. I wanted to chiong amaths yesterday at home. Thanks to slight fever, headaches & sore throat, I wasted a day. Damn. Every day is so important to me nowwwwwww!

Things haven't been going smoothly recently. Deaths are pretty common recently too. Just received a bad news from family. I hope, i hope, everything will be fine. Seeing my grandma and mom so sad makes me feel upset too. I don't want to see them cry, and i have to be strong in order to catch them fall. Bad things keep coming one by one. Honestly, this year's one of the worst years ever. Sometimes in buses, when I look at small kids, I envy them so much. At their age, they don't really have much to worry about except studying. I miss that feeling, the feeling of not having to worry about anything. Everything is laid out for you nicely. How awesome is that life?

Well, life goes on. I pray, & please pray for me, that everything turns out well. Please, please..