It started with sore throat and flu. Then till yesterday night, i was having a severe headache and i vomitted twice. & my vomit was brown, black. -.- I went to sleep straight away after, and i woke up at around 2 midnight, then slept all the way till 1030am. Feels so awake yet so tired. Slept at 2 plus again till 5, because i was supposed to have tuition at 530. Yeah, supposed. Tutor cheated my feelings once more. :( & now my stomach hurts, don't tell me diarrhoea is coming as well. :(
Now, i'm in a dilemma whether to go to school tomorrow. I want to take my chemistry results, but i don't want to go for lessons, ahhhhh. & it's a long day tomorrow, with night study ending the day. But if i don't go for school tomorrow, i will still go for night study! So yup, how?
Oral on tuesday, really afraid. I talked a little with mom and sister just now regarding oral. They told me to give my best shot, because it may pull up my english grade. But.. i'm still scared. :( Hiahhhh. It really takes courage. Even english lessons, i'm afraid. Afraid of not being able to fit in, afraid of being called my mdm kamisah, afraid of not being able to do well in english, afraid of disappointing everyone who is watching to see my english grade rise. It may sound silly, but yea, i really don't have the courage now. That sucks. :(
Alright, i shall not think so much for now. Buck up, Joey. Being brave, that's the first step.
Anyway, i miss best ttm. I really can't wait to meet her up. :(
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