You’re going to come across people in your life who will say all the right words at all the right times. But in the end, it’s always their actions you should judge them by. It’s actions, not words, that matter.

- Nicholas Sparks.


I don't know what's wrong with me. 


Prep results are back with satisfying grades. English oral's over. I should be happy. But why does it feel so empty inside me? It just doesn't seem right. Urgh, i hate this stupid feeling, Just hope this feeling go away soon.


Yea, english oral today. I think the topic was quite easy, but i guess i was really defeated by my own nervousness. I stoned at some questions and only brought myself back into the conversation when i forced myself to. It doesn't really feel like a conversation. I even thought i was dreaming. -.- & Oh ya, i had stomach ache. From about 2 plus, and i ended around 4 plus. Was freaking afraid, since this is the last chance for me to push my english grades up, and i have to do the best out of it. I hope the examiners didn't see my nervousness though. :( Honestly speaking, the examiners didn't seem as scary and stern as what the others say. I think they are quite okay.


Hmm i did mention about prep grades right? I'm quite happy with my results this time round.


Maths - A1. 85/100.
Chem - A1. 81/100.
Physics - A2. 71/100.
Combined science - A1. 76/100.
Geography - A1. ( Super proud of this. ) 39/50.
Lit : C5! ( It's rare for me to pass lit! ) 56/100.


But thinking about this, it's only preps. & i haven't got back those killer papers like amaths and english. & another scary thing for us to be stress over. Mother tongue results are going to be out tomorrow. I have the feeling that i will either get a b4 or c5. I've prepared myself for the worst already. Thus i think i wont have any feeling when i see my results tomorrow. Maybe.. just a little disappointed in myself. Hmm, have to retake anyway. 


Good luck to those who are taking oral tomorrow. Do your best, because it's the last chance already. If you're able, make it a memorable one, and don't let yourself have any regrets after that.


I just realised, the posts i'm blogging about nowadays are all exams related. Ahh, i will definitely take revenge after Os end -.-